The old man was in my clinic for his first appointment with me.
“Could you please speak up?” The old man turned his left ear toward me. “Can’t hear out of the right ear at all.”
“How long have been deaf in your right ear?” I inquired.
“Since 1945. Damn M-1 carbine kept misfiring when I had it slung over my right shoulder,” the old man complained.
“Let’s see, you seem a little young for being in the military in 1945.”
And the old man continued-“I lied about my age. Couldn’t wait to get to the war-stupid teenage glory thing. Spent my 16th birthday in a foxhole during the Battle of the Bulge. Damn cold. Damn scary. But, hey, we all thought we were invincible . . . until we weren’t. Lost a lot of buddies over there.”
“How long were you in the Army?”
“Twenty-six years. Retired in 1970. Stayed on in Germany after the war. Was a guard at Nuremberg.”
“Really? Can you tell me about that experience?”
And the old man continued-“I was a guard in the prison adjoining the courtroom that tried the Nazis—Göring, Hess, all those guys.”
“Does anything stand out to you?” I pressed.
“Well, the necktie party, of course!”
“Necktie party?”
“You know, the hangings. October 16, 1946. Got what they deserved. Göring dodged his noose. Took a cyanide tablet the night before.”
“Anything else exceptionally memorable?”
The old man became more serious, more pensive.
“Well, I guarded Hermann Göring a few times. Hated the guy, what he did and all. But when we stripped away his uniform, position and power and put him behind bars, he actually became a likable guy. Funny. Smart. Congenial. Under different circumstances, I guess we could’ve been friends. I genuinely liked the guy. Not proud of it but it is the truth. It is hard, even now, to get my head around both the news reel Göring and the prisoner Göring. It haunts me to this day. To think I could have actually liked that sort of man. Such an evil, evil guy.”